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Monday, August 11th, 2003
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my computer is set up at the new place. the room here is much smaller, but i live with j and ron now and pay much cheaper rent so it's all worth it. last night there was this awesome party here. there was a shitload of people here. at one point niether j, ron or i were here but the party went on.hung out with this reasonably cool kid who works with me and happened to go my high school too named Jacob. good times all around. i just wish i was more settled here but i just moved in so fuck off.
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
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and i missed the rilo kiley show because i had to work. fuck that
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| Time: | 3:37 pm. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | azure ray- november. |
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To expand on my brief message from last night....
so i was delivering a pizza to Oak Forest which is an apartment complex on 13th street across from the sheraton. i'm cruising along and some dipshit decides i'm driving too fast and the best way to deal with this was to pull his car in front of mine and almost causing an accident then he rolls down his window and says "promise me you won't drive so fast". i gave a sarcastic nod and then told him to go fuck himself. then i drove away and flicked him off. i parked at the place i was delivering to checked some stuff on the delivery slip, and then opened my door and the dude was right in my face. he said "fuck you! no one disrespects me like that" and then sucker punched me in the lip. i said somthing to the effect of "you punched me you fucking dipshit. what'd the fuck you do that for" after a brief interlude in which i invited him to punch me in teh face again and he said some standard frat boy style machisimo bullshit, i took his license plate number and called howies who trhen called the police. i'm not sure what happened after that, but yeah that dude is a fucking prick and should die
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2003
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| Subject: | damn it all |
| Time: | 1:43 am. |
| Mood: |  melancholy. | | Music: | desaparecidos- read music, speak spanish. |
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my cough isn't getting any better, my car is busted and in the shop, i just accidentally deleted a shitload of my music, and my grandma just died tonight. life is peachy :) :) :)
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so jen wants to have her own live journal. anyone with a free password who wants to make jonny happy please let me know. the fate of america is in your hands.
P.S- Jen is something of a punctuation nazi... and she is looking over my shoulder and being an annoying backseat driver.
P.P.S. along those lines, it's ridiculous how many errors I have in each entry
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last car ride: drove to pick up milk for white russians about 2 hours ago. brought the kitty with me.
last kiss: mere seconds ago with Jen :)
last good cry: about a week ago when i thought the kitty was gonna die. i left the vet's after dropping her off and just bawled my eyes out
last movie seen: That awful pirate movie with jonny depp in it
last book read: Dungeons and Dragons Forgotten Realms Silver Marches guide. Good bathroom reading.
last crush: i like this girl Jen but I'm not sure if it's reciprocated.
last tv show watched: A David Alan Grier comedy special that wasn't all that funny
last time showered: around midnight shortly after waking up
last shoes worn: extremely comfortable clarke sandals
last cd played: Plaid- Double figure...unless you count music that i listened to that wasn't actually on cd. in that case Outkast "Stankonia"
last item bought: Milk
last annoyance: Jen's parent's cat pissed in my car
last disappointment: i suppose it would be this quiz
last soda drank: pepsi for "lunch" today
last thing written: the written word is the devil's tool and must be avoided at all costs
last key used: the enter key
last word spoken: mang
last sleep: went to bed at around noonish and woke up at around midnightish.... and what?!
last IM: not sure...probably something like "wasup" or "yo".
last ice cream eaten: ben and jerry's phish food
last time hugged: seconds ago
last lipstick used: man....i was so drunk that night
last shirt worn: it's blue and from old navy and i like it so fuck off
last show attended: man...this hip hop show my cousin seneca was in at the beginning of the summer
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Thursday, July 24th, 2003
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Plan for today
1) call in sick to work
2) get oil changed in car
3) go to student clinic
I have a cough so bad that i think it's squishing internal organs
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Even before it is a known fact, assume that the dying person or animal is already dead. That way if the subject does die, well shit you started your mourning early and should be able to get on with your life more efficiently. If they don't die, then you just got a dead friend back, which is a miracle of biblical proportions.
If that doesn't work, wash down two vicodins with a shot of whiskey...repeat as necessary
P.S- the kitty is all better :)
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so, the cat is at the vet. she can hardly breathe and it is really pathetic at the moment. they're putting her on an iv and giving her medicine and fluids. i am worried sick about her....
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
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OH MY FUCKING GOD....................................................................................................................................................................................................................
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| Time: | 6:20 am. |
| Mood: |  distressed. | | Music: | kitty hacking. |
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ok so i'm fucking freaking out here. i left the cat with christina for the weekend and now she is seriously ill. and i took her to the vet and she has some sort of infection and i'm trying to give her some antibiotic right now and she won't take it and fucking crying and i'm really frustrated for a 1000 other reasons to and i just want to go to bed but can't
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my little kitten has cough! and her eyes are all glazed over and mucoussy. i am freaking out! she doesn't mew, which if you have seen her is odd, since she usually never shuts up. and instead she makes this weak little gasping noise
i'm gonna take her to the vet but i am worried sick over this
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Wednesday, July 16th, 2003
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and goddamn if my damn kitten doesn't shut up i'm going to punt her across the hall
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man....my sleep cycle is all fucked up. i don't think i can handle closing one more time this week... i might die.
other complaints
Although it is not exactly her style Jen is getting all whiny and girlfriend like. Last night she complained that we never have conversations longer than 5 minutes. I explained to her that this is because I work nights, and she works days. therefore i can't call her during the day and at night we can only have 5 minute conversations when i am out on a delivery run. I'm sure she just misses me and is getting frustrated and lonely. I'm seeing her this weekend so that should fix that problem somewhat.
Oh yeah...my Nana took a nasty fall last saturday and had to be taken to the hospital. they gave her cat scan and found cancer in her brain and then probed further and found cancer in her lungs as well. My whole family (my mom's side at least) is all freaking out. so this weekend i'm gonna go with my mom to visit nana in the hospital. i am upset by this but i tend to be apathetic toward major tragedies until about a month after they happen. it's just how i deal with things. apathy is a wonderful tool.
somehow i overextended the tendon in my right elbow and it hurts like hell
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| Time: | 12:35 pm. |
| Mood: | sneezy. | | Music: | olivia tremor control- dusk at cubist castle. |
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today was my last day at the lab for the summer. basically, i won't be going back in the fall, and i've already been gauranteed a reccomendation, so my time researching molecular biology is officially over. personally i'm fucking thrilled about all this since now i'll have more free time this summer. maybe i'll start working out or something
last night i spoke to jen and she was all uber depressed. she's really lonely in west palm. i may go visit her next weekend. it works out well since J is going down to boca to see Irena and we'll probably just ride down together.
today i work at 5 but it's just a 5 till shift so i'll probably go out afterwards.
i think i just sneezed about 50 times in a row. i actually ache from sneezing so much
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Thursday, July 10th, 2003
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my new AIM sn is Spacemanspliff37. i use it fairly regularly i may faze out jonnymovin entirely oine day...or not...
anyhoo, feel free to IM either of those SNs
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| Time: | 2:03 am. |
| Mood: |  numb. | | Music: | Godspeed You Black Emperor!- yanqui u.x.o. |
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i am high and listening to music, so i don't feel like writing... i feel like listeining to music...however here is a song i had in my head all day....
Rilo Kiley- Better Son or Daughter
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can’t move
Awake but cannot open my eyes
And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can’t breathe
And I hope someone will help me this time
And your mother’s still calling you insane
And I swear that it’s different this time
And you tell her you give in to the demons that possess her and that god never
blessed her insides
Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things
Crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide
And you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying
And sometimes when you’re on
You’re really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you
But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence
But you’ll fight and you’ll make it through
You’ll fake it if you have to
And you’ll show up for work with a smile
And you’ll be better
And you’ll be smarter
And more grown up and a better daughter or son
And a real good friend
And you’ll be awake
You’ll be alert
You’ll be positive though it hurts
And you’ll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you’ll be a real good listener
You’ll be honest
You’ll be brave
You’ll be handsome and you’ll be beautiful
You’ll be happy
Your ship may be coming in
You’re weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below
And your ship may be coming in
You’re weak but not giving in
And you’ll fight it
You’ll go out fighting all of them…
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Wednesday, July 9th, 2003
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1. First Grade Teacher Name?
Mrs. Whitehead. She was this funny black lady that was known for dancing on tables... which thinking back on it may have been a reference to a side job of hers
2. Last Words you said
"aight"
3. Last Song you Sang?
I think i sang along drunkenly to some modest mouse last night
4. Last Person you hugged?
that would be jen
5. Last Thing you Laughed at?
The onion...although i've also been entertaining myself by reading the unintentionally hilarious works of anne coulter. what a crazy bitch
6. Last Time you said 'I Love you'
and meant it?
Yesterday...around noon
7. Last Time you cried
jesus...probably a while ago... usually i only get whiny piny over marissa and i haven't spoken to her all that much lately
8. What's in your CD Player?
Phish- Billy Breathes
9. What color socks are you wearing?
No Socks. Just Hobbit feet
10. What's under your bed?
Probably my cats. i'm not at home right now. i'm at the lab
11. What time did you wake up today?
ech...9am
12. Current Taste
Junior Bacon Cheese Burger
13. Current Hair
longest it's been in many many years. i have curly hair apparently
14. Current Clothes
blue jean, grey shirt, sandals, boxers
15. Current Annoyance
The smeel of the big autoclave outside the lab. smells like a combination of wet dog, garbage and death
16. Current Longing
for jen to come back
17. Current Desktop Picture
this really really cool picture called "little white flowers" from larrycarlson.com. i strongly suggest going there...specially if your not in your normal state of mind :)
18. Current Worry
That i made too much of an ass of myself last night while drunk... and money...always money
19. Current Hate
It would have to be my old roommate... who is back in town from california apparently. I want him dead
20. Favorite Physical feature of the opposite sex
s'all good
21. Last Cd you bought
i download all my music thank you very much
22. Favorite Place to be
place is secondary to who i'm with. that's why i like jen so much...she makes any place fun
23. Least Favorite Place
i try to avoid places i don't like...so i can't think of any leats favorite place
24. Time you wake up in the morning
if i have toi go to the lab, 9am. if i closed the night before at howies, 2pm. otherwise, around 10 or so
25. If you could play an instrument
i wouldn't mind being able to play the guitar
26. Favorite Color
blues, greys and greens
27. Do you believe in an Afterlife
no sir.
28. How Tall are you?
5'5"
29. Current favorite word/saying
i say mang a lot...and thanks to jen i call people homey a lot.
30. Favorite Book
1984 was pretty good. i just read this really good collection of essays by noam chomsky though where he talks about all this post 9/11 stuff... totally worth reading
31. Favorite Season
spring
32. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to
there is a certain girl who i was a real dick to a long time ago who i think about sometimes. wouldn't mind apologizing since i don't want anyone to think i'm an asshole. however i'll probably never see her again, and i'm not gonna mention her name here since people may read my journal and laugh at me...i know at least one person who would. and they definitely read my journal...
33. Favorite Day
I like sunday
34. Where would you like to go?
home
35.What is your career going to be like?
looking at pharmacy at the moment
36. How many kids do you want
zero. children are gross. i like pets
37. Favorite Car
something fast
38. Type a line you remember from any book
Hop on Pop
39. A Random lyric
40. Identify some of the things surrounding your computer:
a bunch of lab crap that doesn't belong to me
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